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[Dec. 16th, 2009|02:12 pm] |
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| | cry me out | ] |
Im like super grumpy now. They rowed for SIM for penang?! Zzzz a big fat Z. Hahaha and lee is out of town for me to complain about. Sighx10.
Work has been keeping me busy for the past few days. Im real tired. Hahah well meeting the girls later. Gr8!
Can feel myself being so broke for the upcoming weeks. Sucks, bye. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|08:19 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | my only wish | ] |
Life's been busy, busier. :) Time for me to go get christmas presents, probably this weekend. Haha Im sure I will like the present I get HEEHEE. Cant wait.
I got this weird feeling always, never had that for a rather long time, or before. Hmm |
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| Maybe ? |
[Dec. 14th, 2009|05:34 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | two is better than one | ] |
Im so tired this morning due to mahjong late last night =/ , I almost dropped when I was on the train. Ugh okay time flies today, Im gg home soon. Haha 30 more mins :)
Spent the whole day watching the footage cctv. Ugh cos.. someone lost the bloody watch. Then now we gotta investigate dumb ass.
Had a long lunch too, with jean and sharifah at bugis pasta mania. Yay love pasta :D and the company
Cant wait to get my ass out of Barrage. =/ And I bought a whole lot of marie-s and sultana biscuits to store in office. Haha ah! Bye |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|02:03 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | automatic | ] |
Steamboat at gough's house on friday night was awesome. Just eating, and watching tv :) And had a longgg talk with dyan, gough and regina. Was just listening though haha
Celebrated meliss's 21st at TCC. Food was good! Happy birthday! Regina picked me up from ion, and went over to holland V for another lunch. Ahh and I saw stuff I wana buy, so tempting ugh mahjong at night at chalins house.
At times, I really dont know what to do with you. I thought friends are suppose to help each other? You can make me get angry with you so damn easily and yet you have a way to make me not be angry at you fast. Ugh Im a good friend, am I? I think I am.
Bangkok is in twoooo weeks time. Im excited, first overseas trip with friends :D gr8! Looking soo forward.
Let's make new memories |
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[Dec. 10th, 2009|04:44 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
So not looking forward to next week's work. Lee will be out of town, which means there's no one to talk to on msn. Ughh i'd be so boredd :(
Anyway just came back from sitting on a HUGE sailing boat :D So fun and breezy woots. Travel up to and fro Flyer and Barrage :)
Wah exciting! :) |
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| Typical? |
[Dec. 9th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
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| |  dirty | ] |
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| | replay | ] |
Am I very typical? Am I like of one those kind of bungs you see on the street? Hmm |
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| This is a no-emo post. :) |
[Dec. 8th, 2009|09:08 pm] |
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| | send it on | ] |
Doesnt it feel good to be loved? To be appreciated for whatever you've done for that person. Feels good when someone really appreciates whatever you're doing. Yea really feels good. At least you do. :)
So when someone doesnt appreciate your kindness, Im sure there's someone out there who does eventually.
You used to think this is gona be super tough, getting over everything. But after all that have happened, you got through everything overnight. Just somehow, your heart just became less angsty. Everything about the past just became just a memory, which will eventually fade in time. Just like the movie tickets you always keep.
So how about it? The final stretch. Just give me a little bit more time, it will heal eventually, leaving no scars. :) |
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[Dec. 8th, 2009|04:23 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | meet me halfway | ] |
 Thanks for being part of my first marathon :D Anyway, completed my first marathon in 5:46:18. Could have done better. Ugh |
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[Dec. 7th, 2009|02:27 pm] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | somebody to love | ] |
Am feeling grumpy now, cause there's suddenly pimple outbreak on the top of my forehead. Ugh |
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[Dec. 7th, 2009|01:19 pm] |
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| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | starstrukk | ] |
:D Stand chart is finally over! Hahaha and we survived it :) Ought to be proud of myself and my time I guess considering I didnt really trained up for it. =/ But being lazy and all doesnt help in any ways, because my ankles are giving me problems, and my poor pair of legs is aching ttm. That I have to report sick (I told them i tore my muscles) Ugh hahaha. Liessss.
Was overall a good experience. :) Last 10km was hell though. Was practically crying out to myself. Hahaha and my calf muscles have to be cramped bad. And a passerby gotta help me stretch it. Ughhh whole body is failing me. Throat is pain. Omg so weak. :(
And only took a nice polariod with hweelee and lynette, Cause the rest went missing ugh Id gladly share the nice polariod when I take a photo of it :)
Hoho and because of this marathon, the amt of water i lost is 3kg. Ugh yes. Lost weight :D |
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[Dec. 5th, 2009|12:10 pm] |
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| |  shocked | ] |
I woke up receiving all those cheesy texts. Omg. You know we're impossible like to the max? |
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| Ugh |
[Dec. 4th, 2009|11:58 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fuck you | ] |
Ugh this is a super ugh post again. Stupidddd instructor just booked my freaking tp and it's like in March!? Ugh so longgggg and I feel like Im almost done with everything! And the worse thing is wef from 1march there wont be any poles?! holy shit, how you tell me. :( Im so freaking bothered and upset over it. Now I gotta halt my lessons til probably jan, then I will start to chiong again. Ugh x 10.
This little boy is getting on my nerves, cause he doesnt get the freaking drift! Ugh please stop. Haha
Movie tmr! :D
Fuck you, Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words dont translate
And it's getting quite late
So please dont stay in touch |
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| Yea~ |
[Dec. 4th, 2009|01:57 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | life after you | ] |
Hello kinda feeling relieved over certain stuff. Once again, I think now the spark is enough, bright enough for me :) Should hit me hard enough now. I never thought I'd be able to go there again, but when I went, I just felt slight nervous but yet happy cos somehow there's this part of me that has got over it. I think Im fine? Say hello to goodbye.
And am so glad that everything is over, for now Im sure. :) Looking forward to the new year and.. I wana join training at SIM! hurry yan! confirm please. I miss those fucked up trainings :D
And lynette, please dont be upset anymore. Haha cos there's me, so hang on! We will whack next year at SIM, make sure you join me! No more team leader at cali!
Sunday stand chart. Omgg sure die. =/ never train, how siol. I hope hweelee dies with me. DOWN together with me. Probably sit an ambulance together. Ugh YOU DIE. |
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| Lousy |
[Dec. 2nd, 2009|07:58 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | life after you | ] |
Ten miles from town and I just broke down Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah
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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|04:31 pm] |
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| |  full | ] |
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| | cry me out | ] |
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself |
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[Nov. 30th, 2009|10:27 pm] |
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| | moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i look so good | ] |
I went for a run today after work, thinking and hoping it'll be a good one. Ugh okay now Im grumpy over it. Why.
Decided on a new route. Up yck road, made a loop at lorong ah soo -.- ugh. And everything gotta happen there, when I was looping back. Fuck I tripped over some nonsense step, and fell. Totally flew and fell. Sigh, cheebye. And there must be this person walking towards me, asking if Im alright. Ugh embarassing. I stained my freaking shoes cause my blisters' so bad and it bled right through. Ugh practically crawled home. :( Laugh, laugh at me :(
Okay. what a ugh entry.
I look so good without you |
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[Nov. 30th, 2009|09:54 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | over you | ] |
Stupid, see how fat hweelee is? HAHA.
Wanted to catch a movie last night, but timing wasnt good, so had a good dinner at astons instead :) Anyway I collected my race pack yestd at the floating platform. Ugh the size of my singlet.. is so smallllll. Hahaha h8 it.
Officially broke, sigh. 1hour 2 hour? |
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| There's no real love in you |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|02:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
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| | fifteen | ] |
Just done with mahjong session. Hmm am now addicted to automatic. Haha training was damn slack cos of cat 1 today. Haaa. :D okay am gona skip training tmr. Haha singing K with lynette at teoheng tmr. Shag, the weekend is gona be over soon.
I still dont have the guts to go that website. Ugh h8 myself.
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you still recognise me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesnt surprise me.
Last christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away |
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| Ugh |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|02:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fa la la song | ] |
It's so late, and I have driving tmr at 830am. Ugh hahaha. Okay have been broke lately, super broke. And I've still got half a month to go. Well nvm at least I cleared some bad debts -.-
Coxing was rubbish today, so easy to clear??? Haha Sat and sun dont have to go back either. Zzzz okay good also. I probably have more time for myself and running, right.
Wished I had the ability to forget anything and everything I want. Y.
Goodnight! more visuals on facebook abt .. thurs' dinner. -.- soon I hope. Im lazy to upload. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2009|02:57 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i wana know what love is | ] |
Today is thursday! Finally a short week ahead. Long weekend. But too bad weekends' gona be burnt by the coxing workshop. Haha
PLAY tonight? Should I? Probably would not. Haha
The supermart downstairs my house just closed down. My mom actually went to call NTUC fairprice and asked if they're opening a branch downstairs my house. Ugh she actually went to call. And yes there's gona be NTUC downstairs my house. My mom is so happy abt it -.- if only it was some fast food joint, like macs. Maybe a 24hour macs would be good :D Hahaha
Cant wait for 6 to be here :) Gosh I have so much shit to settle. Hmm a busy december. Today is sucha holiday mood, no mood to work :) |
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